| 2010/05/13 |
| sad cz phone 's problem |
yester sick jor -> fever
after working , eating then sleeping
so suffered
then my phone cant answer plp's calling
when accpet but cant heard d voice
then d line automatic cut down
so sad
thought is line problem
but reality told me that is my phone problem
then aston's calling i cant heard
so sry..his birthday
also dint chat so much v him
then 2day phone always appear
my simcard cant ask my phone
then thought is simcard problem
then during rest time go n change a new 1
finally problem still exist
lol..wasting my RM10
sad..scare my phone is death line liao
cz using 4 3 years
i really like it
i not willing 2 change others 's phone
1 reason is finance problem
jz need my $ buy laptop
then hv 2 keep a bit using when enter U
so left not much
hope that my phone understand my worrying
dnt so naughty ..b clever a bit
i still wanna using u leh
then next month hv 2 go hair saloon
steam my hair
look dry leh
not nice
then wanna cut a bit
i really got mny things need 2 buy leh
how how how ??
haiz..
if $ can return back after u using it
then is better leh ( dreaming )^^ |
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| 2010/05/11 |
| Decided jOR ... |
last sun very tired..
lol..
morning wake up "early " 10.00am
really dnt 1 wake up la
cz everyday wake up 9.00++am - need work
but hv2 cz promise go out v friend on 11.00am
but wait them fetch me is 11.30am
waiting !!
then go jusco take card frm yeesing
he look more hndsome jor ^^
then go megastore
but no open
sad cz cant view my laptop
then go sunway
eat at kim tavern
nyonya rice nice + apple carrot juice also
v snap some photo there
then shopping
actually our objectives is go surwey laptop
but sunway only hv dell
but d warranty n gift nt satisfy me
only 1 year warranty
finally decided buy toshiba
but that model i 1 ad finish stock in mega
so i decide buy in others place
went home rest a while
then outed v boy
feel wanna eat tomyam mee in raja uda
he bring me go digital bay c wheter got my laptop
my heart feel 'll not lo
but hv yer..^^
but service not good lo
i dnt like it
so think that find again in others shop
if not buy in digital lo
then start journey 2 raja uda
v 1stly talk so much during this journey
d feeling not same
i feel comfort
dnt knw y
mayb is i decided jz b friend v him
knw what i need n he seem accept my opinion
cz very tired then went home early lo
Next day seok yen give me her friend - salesgirl no..
i really 1 thanks her
cz she help me vry much
her friend advise me buy a model
after upgrade is same spec v that model i 1
n d price cheaper RM100
then gift also satisfy
i really interested
so decided this satur go there view that model
v siaoying
if i like it then i buy le
dnt 1 wait le
if not like i bck 2 digitalbay buy that model
i like b4
jz hope that i bring a laptop home successfully
Jz now when i cut banner,
i suddenly shocked
cz scared myself 4get aston's birthday
he is important in my life ler
so cant 4get 1
luckily is 2moro
hoo dear !
then alex still asking me my blog
i dnt knw y he suddenly so interest abt me
mayb he wanna knw more abt me n his friend - kye
but all was past tense jor
i no need care on it
i threat him as my friend
although scare he 'll said 2 kye
on my opinion ++ others things
i still give him my blog
jz feel that he mayb 'll keep this as secret
^^ hope gua
again weilong - kye friend
yester so guai guai
b4 no talk n no communicate
ask me dnt mind that alex kacau in my status
i really dnt understand la
seem y kye 's friend suddenly interest on me
so odd.. |
| posted by Caitlyn @ 16:59 |
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| 2010/05/06 |
| 该怎么办 ?? |
昨晚冷静了,就发个信息给他..
觉得我们彼此应该说清楚..
我说了很多很多..全都是内心话
很多难听的字眼
我知道自己彻底伤了他
我理智了觉得自己不应该冲动下去
明知道我们不适合就不要勉强下去
是我不想去理会你
我有试着不要去想那么多就跟着自己感觉
接受你看,和你交往看
当我冷静了
发现自己不可以
发现原来自己在意你很多东西
你符合不到我要的那种伴侣
我不喜欢有点肥肥的你
虽然你是本来瘦的
不喜欢一事无成的你
不喜欢思想不能成熟一点的你
不喜欢做什么事情都不去想后果的你
你想见到我就会要求说要来找我
每一次的见面让我顿时觉得压力
妈的开始怀疑,问题
我不懂怎么去开口说你是我男朋友(虽然不是)
我想妈一定反对
因为两个世界的我们
没有共同的话题,朋友,生活方式等
妈叫我看清楚不要一时的冲动
去想你到底适不适合我
我一直都不愿去想这些因为知道我们不可能会长久
我承认因为分手后的自己需要别人陪伴
而你的关心让我觉得温暖
我很怕自己是因为感动接受你
说不喜欢你是假..只是有感觉
冷静了的时候发现你不值得我继续去爱因为我不是你值得爱的人
我完完全全告诉你这些
如果是别人听了都觉得我残忍,我不对
我真的很坏
没有想清楚就一直继续和你保持联系
你的回答
你会试着去改..
有些东西不是说你要去改就能改的..
一些事是定局的了..
你就只会说会改..叫我不要和你断了这个联系
我 : 你给我压力..我觉得自己没有自由..
你 : 我会改..当你忙时不会整天发信息给你
不会一直打给你..
我 : 你不是我理想的对象..
你 : 我会改..直到成为你理想的..
我 : 我要去读书,开始了这段感情都很难维持
你 : 我会试着去维持,没试过怎么知道..
我 : 我真的不愿去爱你..
你 : 没关系..
我 : 你可以控制你自己不要那么爱我吗 ??
不要想见我就来找我,我压力..
你 : 不能控制喜欢你..我会控制不去找你..不会再给我压力..
我没有回答..我累了..不懂该怎样了..
就不明白你为什么那么坚持
是什么让你坚持对我的爱 ??
我该怎么办?? |
| posted by Caitlyn @ 15:44 |
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| 2010/05/05 |
| realising |
yester a whole day i dint receive any calling frm boy & msg
is me feel i dont 1 hear it
when i think later i 'll ask him
what u wanna talk 2 me..
he sure said nothing
when i feel dnt 1 heard abt it, he sure 'll said out
i really tired abt this..tired u dnt knw what i 1 actually
again d msg : pls pls pls..dnt dnt bother me pls..
i dnt knw y myself so cruel..
i really feel i no mood 2 bother u..
is nt ur action let me like tat..
is d time let me wake up..
this few week ijz realised i always done d wrong thing
1. dnt always reply ur msg
2. dnt always go out v u
3. cant go 2 ur house cz may happened something tat out of our control
4. cant receive ur things without any reasons
suddenly realised mayb u said u love me is bcz u can date, seeing,kissing me
is bcz u can owning me..
now only realised if i not done all of this..
mny things 'll not happened
is i m 2 foolish
is i m 2 out of control
is i no think better b4 done it
all is bcoz all my fault..
suddenly my mind vry clearly..u r not my best choices
cant accept all abt ur things..cant accept all d undiffrent v me
sry..b4 is i 2 childish..done all d things without thinking
is not what u done 4 me d previous day..
not bcz what ur asking me
not bcz what u scaring me
i dont bother u is bcz i realised
i realised our relationship should stop
sry 4 my greedy :((
mayb all d thing tat happened b4 is i m 2 lonely..
i need a person acc me..
then d time such so exactly..d victim is u..
sry..now this fewdays..i really wanna b quiet
thinking without u..msg without u
i jz need peace
give me sometime
let my mood b ok a bit
then find a chance explain v u
sry 4 kate 2..
cz he finding & annoying u..
sry abt tat..
dont worrying me also
i 'll b ok
when i felt my lung cant breath , i'll go n find u
such a life when 'll gone away ??
i hope not take much time..
friend ... where r u all now ??
i really need u all.. |
| posted by Caitlyn @ 15:16 |
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| 2010/05/03 |
| RedboX + beEr |
有时真的觉得他很烦..
可是在他角度去看就会觉得我自己的不是..
我对他说的很明了..不可能..一切在我去读书时都会改变..
可是他好像从来不把它当一回事,是因为他不肯去接受吗??
我真的不懂为什么我可以对他那么坦白..
告诉他在一起会很辛苦的原因..
其实我可以骗,可以拿我很忙当借口..
少和他联系
虽然心里每次都是这样想但我做不到..
我依然会回他信息,依然告诉他我做些什么..
告诉他我的心情..
是习惯吗 ??
还是我需要他来听我的诉苦..
这个习惯很难改啊..
不能一下子就完全接受不和他联系的日子..
就只希望当我是顺其自然地过时脑袋还是清醒+理智的..
最近觉得钱不够用,我还想存钱的仂..
可是最近花费真是夸张..
一星期可以用了 RM250
买衣服+ marvel gel + 洗脸霜 + redbox ...
哇..不过满足啦..
昨晚发泄很多啦..
唱得过隐..只是叫了盈,艳,慈,燕 + 丽都不能..
有点绍兴..不过我依然享受..
还喝了很多酒 => 搞到头痛
接下来目标是 : 包包 + 手表...
希望快快买到自己喜欢的..
电脑快快来 <3
盈和进杰他们昨晚去 KL..
希望他们都要小心..
她又去..^^ 半年里去了两次..
如果是我我不敢去因为会不停买^^
进要回去了 => 舍不得你..会很想你..
你也一定要想我哦..
下次你回来时我就不在了..
失望 :((
希望你感受到这次我陪了你也不少啦..
整天说我跟别人出去..
回去要乖乖..不要花那么多 $$
昨天遗憾因为没捐到血
是没人陪+怕..^^ => 没用
不过下次我一定去捐的.. |
| posted by Caitlyn @ 15:58 |
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