| 2010/05/05 |
| realising |
yester a whole day i dint receive any calling frm boy & msg
is me feel i dont 1 hear it
when i think later i 'll ask him
what u wanna talk 2 me..
he sure said nothing
when i feel dnt 1 heard abt it, he sure 'll said out
i really tired abt this..tired u dnt knw what i 1 actually
again d msg : pls pls pls..dnt dnt bother me pls..
i dnt knw y myself so cruel..
i really feel i no mood 2 bother u..
is nt ur action let me like tat..
is d time let me wake up..
this few week ijz realised i always done d wrong thing
1. dnt always reply ur msg
2. dnt always go out v u
3. cant go 2 ur house cz may happened something tat out of our control
4. cant receive ur things without any reasons
suddenly realised mayb u said u love me is bcz u can date, seeing,kissing me
is bcz u can owning me..
now only realised if i not done all of this..
mny things 'll not happened
is i m 2 foolish
is i m 2 out of control
is i no think better b4 done it
all is bcoz all my fault..
suddenly my mind vry clearly..u r not my best choices
cant accept all abt ur things..cant accept all d undiffrent v me
sry..b4 is i 2 childish..done all d things without thinking
is not what u done 4 me d previous day..
not bcz what ur asking me
not bcz what u scaring me
i dont bother u is bcz i realised
i realised our relationship should stop
sry 4 my greedy :((
mayb all d thing tat happened b4 is i m 2 lonely..
i need a person acc me..
then d time such so exactly..d victim is u..
sry..now this fewdays..i really wanna b quiet
thinking without u..msg without u
i jz need peace
give me sometime
let my mood b ok a bit
then find a chance explain v u
sry 4 kate 2..
cz he finding & annoying u..
sry abt tat..
dont worrying me also
i 'll b ok
when i felt my lung cant breath , i'll go n find u
such a life when 'll gone away ??
i hope not take much time..
friend ... where r u all now ??
i really need u all.. |
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