2009/08/31
2day got mny things need 2 said..1st is chin 2day back liao lo..got some sad coz dnt knw when v 'll meet 2gther..everytime i also like this 1..everytime he going back i sure 'll sad ..dnt knw y? coz v r best friend ma..since small until nw..friendship ad over 10years..2nd thing is yester nong suddenly sms me said tat got wat dnt like her pls sincere tell her..i also dnt knw wat happen leh act..she said she knw me dnt like her so much//har! sometime 'll feel like tat lo..nong~i no no like u jz v less chat nia..v still friend..jz 1 thing i feel is mayb u dnt like cham me..b4 got think abt u n yingz like tat ..although v r friend but u all going out no call me 1..got some sad nia..jz like this..no others then i dnt knw wat u heard frm outside la..i also dnt knw wat happening nw..haiz..2day i m alone at home..early in d morning , my family out 2 my grandmum house coz need pray her then i dint go..i stay at home 2 study coz need exam liao r..then i still feel no study tiok pun..dnt knw y..sry o..grangmum coz no going pray u..last fri..i n yingz , chin n nong then got chusan them go pray d milk' god..hehe..i so cham r coz 4get d way how 2 go..nearly 1 hour finding d destination then somemore tat day raining leh..so un4turnately..haiz..but tat day i really enjoy myself..although jz got 4 of us bt v chat mny..something like back 2 b4..really..wat thing v also chat..then v take mny photos o..bside nong ..i got feel tat i m so unpretty..chin also said like tat..said me this time take photo so guai guai 1..dnt knw y? after d stpm..i sure 'll keep my look la..dnt worry..hehe..then yester i go mengkuang playing badminton v chong boon ..wau..a great day coz tat day i no mood study..coz sleep overtime..then whatever i study also dint enter d brain..then plan go out play v him..a great day..really..so long time no play like this..so happy..then he r so funny..give me a gift then all of u sure cant imagine 1..myself also cant imagine..防狼器~hehe..he give me this thing lo..he said so worry abt abt my safety coz i always walking ma..he so care me..so touching but when i receive d gift ..i really laugh until so long la..coz dnt think tat he 'll give me this thing..wau..i ad pray 4 2 gods liao lo..1 is milk god..another is fayu 1..hope tat 2day onward ..i 'll study better..when exam 'll concentrate a bit..hope la..hehe

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posted by Caitlyn @ 18:56   0 comments
2009/08/27
yester chin come n find me..v chat a while lo..chat mny things..v talk abt nong..then wat he said i m very agree tat nong is a person who like friend v beautiful girl..knw fassion 1..tats y she always cham qiaoying la..tis is true..chin said ask her abt out things..she said find qiaoying them r..i think i n chin always call her out then she leh dint do this..she 'll only find qiaoying then she give us here d excuse tat v said her so pilih kasih..i feel very jiajia lo..haiz..again nt my friend 2..i dnt knw y they 'll like tat..i tell chin although i n yingz quite ok but she also dint call me out 1..'ll always v huili , shuyan n chunkit lo..4get abt me this friend nia...i talk sincere v chin i only 'll 2gther v them only d time u come back..if not i 'll out v them..i dnt 1 always ask plp go out then plp also no syiok me..out also dint ask pun..i m not small gas..tis is true..i m very ''xianmu'' ''pipu'' reenda them..although they less chat bt when free time sure 'll find each others..tis is mean wat friends la..although u hv new friends bt dnt 4get old 1 ma..tis is last time i out v them..nxt time wont lo..coz start a bit nt like them..especially qiaoying n chou..chin also same feeling v me..i really feel tat v cant cham them..omg..dnt knw wat day v hv on tis fri..hope tat all 'll b good in condition..if nt i dnt knw 'll give wat impression 2 them..they so dnt like me..haiz..got some regret also..tat time sure tell hao dnt find them ma..v out also can liao la..regret..haiz..tis few day i also cant concentrate leh..although no msn n play facebook bt study also not give 100% heart..siliao la..can god 4give me..2moro onwards pls let me more concentrate..kk ?hehe..i really 1 being more concentrate la..

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posted by Caitlyn @ 01:57   0 comments
2009/08/24
2day go danate blood r..late wake up until ''pipu''wait me at outside..so sry 4 her r..bt she seem nvrm la..when woeilin call me tat ad 8.00am i shocked until wake up..quickly prepare things then go out..tis is 1st time i donate..last time jz donate a bit..tis time donate 300ml r..so mny act..i m swo scare..u knw..when d needles injected into my hand is very pain lo..bt i said 2 myself no pain..nw i m doing benefits..nothing 1..not pain..consule myself lo..si woeilin la..bside me..v also take pic when v r donating blood leh..mr.khoo help us 1..he seem very enjoy leh..woeilin always let me laugh until my hand got some pain lo..haiz..i said d katil nt so suitable 4 sleep then he said is made frm chinna 1 ma..then said d needle also make frm china 1 ma then 'll broken bcom 2 when v r donating blood lo..haiz..my blood really suppress r..then d nurse ask me play d ball..then mine 1 being so long d process..kate n lin so fast complete nia..mine 1 so long..i can feel tat got 1 things putting inside my hand..act pain also lo..dnt knw y they said no pain..bt quite ok la..then after d needle need 2 take off..i seem very scare pain..d nurse also look so funny v me..always said no pain 1..hehe..after tat v go eat in giant v jiasung~''pipu''call 1, hongjian , kesin lo..1st time eat v strange plp..i got call chin bt he dnt 1 come..act i 1 go home 1 coz 1 study r bt hongjian ad wait us at there so long time..so paiseh if not accompany him go n eat..haiz..bt really waste time lo..go home no rest study until nw lo..tired..bt looking at photo tat v take..i m so happy n satisficated..

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posted by Caitlyn @ 01:36   0 comments
2009/08/22
2day afternoon..so sad..i argueing again v chin..chin ask me wheter 2day 1 go drink tea boh then i agree v him r..then i tell him tat my exam 'll early a bit take lo then he said better dnt out so much..pout 1 times enough liao..then i dint said anything..after tat he sms said wheter 2day 7.30pm he n thingbee go giant eat ask me go..then i reply him..dnt 1 la..i 1 study..then i said if i go later i 'll no mood study 1 then better dont go..then he reply me he dnt 1 disturb me study..then nxt wed i plan..if i dnt 1 out is nvrm de..d time is i plan nt he plan..wat he said 2 me very hurt me lo..mayb i ad hurt him coz give him excuse nt out v him..act i ad think mny times got wat way i out then 'll better...i really 1 out v him 1 jz timing..i very regret lo...wat he tell me tis afternoon let me sad..i gt think back..i should appreciate him coz he is d only friend who come back hometown 'll find me out then 'll plan mny things let me happy then he 'll try find something i like when i go out..i so touching r..although i gt friends here bt they 'll nt call me out 1..mayb i m 2 strange 4 them..1 time also boh..so dissapointed..sometime 'll feel tat i m nt thier friends..haiz...stpm exam schedule out ad..i can go milk god there pray pray lo..again out..haiz..then 2day i also got ask chuan wheter 1 go library study boh..again he reply me no time..he 1 go out...y i 1 find a plp time sure plp no time then when i no time bother them..they sure 'll ....y ?
posted by Caitlyn @ 02:32   0 comments
2009/08/21
2day i went 2 library then meet tiok siaoying..act i got mny things tell her bt dnt knw all jz keep queite la..mayb got chingyee gua..got some not suit...then guoci bside nia..then talk tiok "no no'' then sure died liao..huiyo 2day cant tahan ''no no'' nia..lijin come n find her so mny times mai jz being kindhearted tell her then she said u r so bad..suppose tell her early ma..then i reply her should i call u ...she also jz come in d morning then u dint come yet..how i inform u...i reply her v some fierce sound..i cant tahan when she trying 'teh' me...dnt knw r this few days she very 'teh' plp 1 lo..so gerli r...then 2day onwards is 1 week holiday 4 me...bt need study very hard lo coz need exam liao..my pa ad shift early a bit..10.9.2009 r..so sad..bt i think early finish this trial is more better then i can hv time 2 revise 4 stpm..haiz..siliao..still left few days nia...chin come back liao..so miss him bt until nw i still dint out v him although he came back ad 1 week..hope tat our out planning is enjoyfull..everytime i very dissapointed 1 lo..dnt knw y..tis sun i 'll going donate blood v kate n woeilin..so scare bt still 1 try it..coz can doing benefits 2 others n 4 myself..although i scare bt later i 'll also 'll suffer tis process la..so jz try it..hehe..hope tat all feeling well la..tis holiday i plan going library study whole week in d afternoon then study at home during night ..coz afternoon i usually cant concentrate at home ma..'ll go 2 sleep..hehe..hope tat all of my plan 'll success then 'll b enjoy my last holidays liao b4 stpm..!!!

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2009/08/14

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posted by Caitlyn @ 02:04   0 comments
sad..sad..sad...my msn , facebook n blog had been hack by plp..d person who hack me very low quality 1 lo..his himself acc dnt 1 use then use mine1..in facebook mny things tat i nt willingly lo..rc..gift frm friends n +++...especially my blog there write mny things..nvrm everything can begin again..start 2dat onward..i 'll write more abt my routine..always write my sad things very boring leh..really...but jz around those few day tat i being hack by plp..i m really very sad..bt nw ok ad..jz few days..siaoying tell me tat a thing tat shocked me..i really unbelieve..coz she said abt yen..u knw..when i ask her wat things..she 'll tell abt yen..ask watching mov also 'll said tat 'll ask yen...they seem very close..b4 i got unhappy 4 tis lo...coz she hv a new friends liao then my this old friend bcom rust liao..she less contact me so i also dnt 1 willing 2 contact her..bt tat day she tell me tat she cant tahan abt yen..serious until she feel dnt 1 talk v her..like i n siaojia lo...i really dnt knw y dnt like choi her..she sit bside of me..i got presure 1 lo...coZ she always watching on me wat i m studying..dnt knw this is mayb my feeling..bt i cant tahan her zuozuo pattern..really very fake..when yingz tell me tis..i remember tat b4 i also nt very like yen also coz her pattern lo..i ad said she nt suit me then i also nt suit her..her talking pattern...n a big speaker also..sry r said u like tat..tis is wat i feel la..bt i knw ur heart is kind 1..mayb v r nt close so no time 4 us 2 knw each others so i feel like this lo..bt really hv changes...i also choose nt very close v yen is better coz if i dislike something..i cant force myself 2 accepct it..dnt knw them la..bt i hope tat thier relationship 'll b like b4..yester chin phone me..v chat a while..discussing when n where v go out during d time he come back..act i very like go out..got siaoying tat gang r..mny mny friends..bt i knw they dnt like me...they dnt like call me..i think if nt chin..mayb i 'll nt out also..dnt knw y..this few days i feel dnt like c them..so i said i 'll nt decide 2 go out..bt i still 'll find a day out v chin coz i got mny things tell him..secret leh..v ad mny mny months nt seeing n talking liao lo..so miss him..he is d only friends means outside 1 la..'ll involve me as a part in his planning wheter going where..siaoying n nong 'll no 1..when i call out sure 'll dissapointed 1 la..bt i xiguan liao la..4 nong..she like qiaoying them..she always said she care me..bt mny mny times shehv an excuse no go out v us..v qiaoying them 'll ok..tis is our fate...i n qiaoying nt same ma..act early i feel this ad..i fear tell chin coz i dnt 1 breake thier relationship..act also nothing ma..jz i think so mny then my thinking is 2 narrow gua..all think -ve 1..hehe..

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