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yester i done a wrong thing..i dnt knw y i told boy abt xian's things suddenly..i jz mention dont threat me important in ur life cz it is nt available n i hv bf ad..i spoke all of this mayb is jz 1 test him..i asked if i already got bf then u 'll nt like me anymore..if our character was changed, my answer was yes..i wont let myself 2 like u anymore coz u already got bf..there is no meaning 2 let myself waste time on u..this is my opinion..but my heart seem dont 1 this answer..i jz 1 maintain our relationship like b4..if 2day i was xian's gf , i was very hate myself..although xian was my bf , he cant give d feeling 2 me tat he is my bf, not care on me..i knw u vry care on me..u cant always find me , whn v go out also , mny ur friend 'll 2gther..act i not sure abt my feeling 2 u..
but d moment u said my question is so funny ~ ask u abt wheter 'll still like me if i got bf already..
ur reply ~ u think like this thing 'll sudden gone..u said u got bf then my like 2 u 'll sudden dissapear??
ya..u r right..i m so funny ask u abt this thing if i still was xian's gf..tat moment my feeling vry down..my heart hurt..more hurt than when i separate v xian..cz i think mayb i 'll lost ur caring..d only thing i found recently was i m not so love xian...whn he cant gave me d feeling he is my bf but i found it on ur side..i knw this vry wrong..our sms not like common friends..ur caring 2 me also not friend so simply..i feel it..but wat i hv 2 do..i jz knw myself cant accepct u..
i also dnt knw y ?? was ur factor?? mayb was..cant find d feeling abt safety on u..
so this is d problem i cant accepct u..jz 1 keep u in my heart..i got feeling v u..really..
if 1 day i lost on u..i cant imagine wat's d life i suffered.. sry abt my greedy..
i jz need time..time time time..nw wat i also dnt 1 think n go n do..i jz need simple life..jz like tat..
but nw i only realise such a simple life i desired was so hard 4 me..a simple life without thinking..jz go ahead wat i like 2 do..will it cant let me get it ?? will it i doesnt hv tat qualification?? |
posted by Caitlyn @ 11:21   |
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Name: Caitlyn
Home: Penang, Malaysia
About Me: 整天心不在焉..爱想东西..所以让人觉得我笨苯的..容易给人欺负式的..其实我也有坚强的一面..我很怕闷..不喜欢过不充实的生活..
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